or has the world changed while I was semi-comatose at the work station?
I find myself surrounded by teens who are rotund and getting rotunder with all the McDz and chicken snackers they are snacking on
I find more people older than I’m at the gym than finding young ‘uns
I find 50-year olds playing volleyball and planning their next trek to the Himalayas
while the 15-year old is glued to the blinking cursor
I find self control easily enough in the online dictionary along with all of its doppelganger but nothing within
I find I have a belly where once there was a waist
I find enough excuses to stay put at home on a weekend even attacking that huge pile of laundry instead of hopping out to meet friends
I find it easier to tolerate my folks and even appreciate their quirks and laugh as well
I find it easier to open my heart, close my ears and see the world with wonder
I find work is no longer a DIRTY 4-letter word
I find the thought of living life without the other half terrifying though I lived happily enough with my whole earlier
I find it easier to let go than hold on
I find the battle more exciting than the outcome
I find my mother is not my friend but the soul within, irritating in its righteousness but always there wherever you are
ahhhhh what is it…with me?!!